When?

When will this program, which can’t catch a break anywhere under any circumstances, break through against one of the elite?

It wasn’t Saturday night. Ohio State delivered the latest dagger in what has been a life full of them for the Fighting Irish fan, scoring a touchdown as time ran out to beat ND 17-14 in a game it felt like the Irish had won a dozen or more times. And yet, did anyone really believe it would happen?

The defense did (almost) everything it could

Apart from what appeared to be a blown assignment by JD Bertrand that allowed TreVeyon Henderson to break contain and get loose for a long touchdown run, Notre Dame’s defense was damn near perfect for most of Saturday night. The Buckeyes were unable to break the explosive plays they wanted because ND’s secondary, particularly Benjamin Morrison, was outstanding. Javontae Jean-Baptiste played an unbelievable game, getting in the face of Ohio State QB Kyle McCord at times and run stuffing at other times.

The run defense was, if not outstanding, certainly good enough, getting some timely stops and preventing big plays besides the one.

But.

DJ Brown dropped two interceptions. ND couldn’t stop McCord from completing a 3rd and 19 dropping eight into coverage when it mattered most. And someone (or multiple someones) screwed up something awful on the final play. It appears ND had 10 men on the field, and the one missing was kind of important.

Marcus Freeman apparently said in his postgame presser that he knew that they were down to 10 men but didn’t want to risk a penalty by running the 11th on. That sounds like a lame freaking excuse to me, but I’m more concerned with how the heck 10 guys were on the field in the first place.

Imperfection on offense

What’s clear by now is that ND has to be essentially perfect to win one of these games. They aren’t getting lucky bounces, second chances or anything of the like if they screw something up. (The absurd luck of that deflected duck landing in the hands of Cade Stover for a big gain felt like a cosmic eff-you to any ND fan who felt like the ridiculous bad fumble luck of the first few games would turn in their favor.)

That’s why I felt like ND was sunk the second they failed to score for the second time in the first half despite getting into position to do so twice. A failed fourth-down and a missed field goal kept ND from scoring in the first half when it should have.

The response in the second half from the offense was something to witness. After the Henderson TD made it 10-0 and seemingly snuffed the Irish out, all ND did was go right down the field and score. And then they did it again, from 96 yards away, on an unreal drive that looked, at the time, like a clear statement of what was going on.

The offensive line was fantastic. The oft-maligned ND guards held up far more than any reasonable person could’ve expected. Every running back did their job. Mitchell Evans, throughout the game, was unbelievable. It’s hard to find any fault with the offensive second half.

Until.

Until the inexplicable play that ended up with Sam Hartman being yanked down in the backfield. Then the screen call that almost allowed J.T. Tuimoloau to be a hero again for the Buckeyes. As much as the 4th and 1 end-around call by Ryan Day that ND snuffed out appeared to be the Buckeyes flinching, that sequence felt like Gerad Parker flinching back.

If you’re looking for positives

ND was the better team tonight until nut-crunch time. You could argue they were better by a fairly significant margin. It doesn’t mean jack on the scoreboard, of course. But at least there’s that. And that absolutely was not the case at any point of last year’s matchup.

But nut-crunch time is where games are won.

That’s about all I’ve got. Next week College GameDay will be in Durham as ND prepares for the letdown game to end all letdown games. I don’t know how Marcus Freeman bounces back from this one, but he’ll likely never get a clearer opportunity to display what kind of football team he can deliver in that kind of situation. It should be interesting. That is, if I can bring myself to watch it.